Pride

PRIDE

 

How am I supposed to keep this pride of mine

When you drag my heart on down the line

with you, takin it to the next level of hell

I don’t know this place I’m at right now

You know I miss you but gotta put a brave face

on, and never let it show.Well,

My friends are now our friends and

so I tiptoe and let them see a smile, when down inside

I still feel like I should cry. But I’ll continue this charade,

Never let appearances fade,

and nod when they tell me to let it go

I am still holdin’ it in, drink my drinks and my beers,

haven’t screamed like this in years,

And still I won’t let my fears, show.

I use my music to express it, but it won’t take away the regrets, and it

still hurts my heart to see you with her

I don’t know how to keep a brave face and give you that space

and still not let it bother

My pride.