If you knew my secret…
And I wonder
If we sat and talked all night long
Would you understand my trouble
Would you get whats really wrong
And I wonder
if I cried upon your shoulders
And for once refused to smile
Would you look at me and shudder?
And I wonder
If I really let you in
And told you my worst fears
Would you forgive my only sin?
And I wonder
Do you really have the right
To ask me to be honest
About what haunts me at night?
And I wonder
If you would look at me the same
Knowing what everyone else knows
Or forget my tainted name?
And I wonder
If you asked all of my friends
What they saw that you didnt see
Would our new story end?
And I wonder
If I bared my very soul
And you finally knew the truth
Would your warmth for me grow cold?
And I wonder
If instead I kept it all in
And pretended it didnt matter
Would you still want to be my friend?
I wonder…